We care, for the better.
A place for families, because you don't have to use drugs to be affected by them.
- How do I know if they're using drugs?
- Why do they use drugs/alcohol?
- Is it my fault?
- How can I cope with their behaviour?
- Understanding the stages of addiction and recovery
- Where do I get the help I need?
- Getting support for your loved one
Sign in to make comments and contribute your own stories. Or click here to register if you've never used the blog before.
Hi , you are currently signed in to the blog.
Want to find a support group? Enter your postcode or town below to find a support group near you.
alone, trapped and scared.....!!!
Posted by nitty on 26 May 2014.
Well 4 months on since my last blog I'm still in the same position, my boyfriend has cocaine 6 nights a week drinks, Smokes and gambles he wastes £500 a week never pays me any attention love or acknowledges I exist, I have to put up the mood swings constant blame and paranoia, I don't move out my door other than going to work I never have money too but oh no I'm sleeping around chatting online blah blah same old...... people who know me know I'm not like that I'm loyal kind caring person, I keep losing my temper through stress all I get will u lend me this lend me that I get ignored constantly and he expects me to jump and I won't, when he starts with the accusations I just blow I can't help it i know I shouldn't but I'm only human I'm hurt and angry (bad combo). I'm scared something bad will happen I've asked him to leave loads and he won't, I've got to the point now where I'm sitting in my room all the time bored but I have to cause if I look at him I get so mad all I think is y me?what have I done to deserve this? I know it's only me who can change it but it's hard when your scared......
You must be signed in to comment. To sign in, use the form to the right, or click here to register if you've never used the blog before.