We care, for the better.
A place for families, because you don't have to use drugs to be affected by them.
- How do I know if they're using drugs?
- Why do they use drugs/alcohol?
- Is it my fault?
- How can I cope with their behaviour?
- Understanding the stages of addiction and recovery
- Where do I get the help I need?
- Getting support for your loved one
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its all my fault
Posted by Sdiggle on 22 December 2013.
I know an addict is the best liar but never did I think they would still continue to use when blessed with two beautiful children I have a little boy of 2 and a beautiful baby girl 5months I would do anything for my children even when though they do sometimes drive me crazy but its hit me today I shout scream and get stressed with my two year old all the time but the truth is im not angry at him im angry at his dad im so angry for what he is putting us through and im sick of hearing him say they are young they do not understand and yeah they do not understand but they will remember and that breaks my heart I pick up his methadone sometimes an my son says are we going to get daddys medicine that breaks my heart an makes me sick but he loves his dad so much could I live with myself to take him away from them but what about me its not fair im sick of living in the shadow of the heroin I want to believe and trust him so much but every time I do he screws me again its like im giving him a golden ticket to carry on aslong as He thinks I dont know then in his eyes he is not hurting anyone , if only it was that simple if only he was the only one affected , but the truth is we his family we are tge the only ones really affected we have to pick up the pieces make the excuses as to why we have no money why we cannot visit etc etc, and then we are told to give him a break get of his case etc etc , really where does it end what do I do now someone tell me that!!
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