We care, for the better.
A place for families, because you don't have to use drugs to be affected by them.
- How do I know if they're using drugs?
- Why do they use drugs/alcohol?
- Is it my fault?
- How can I cope with their behaviour?
- Understanding the stages of addiction and recovery
- Where do I get the help I need?
- Getting support for your loved one
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Posted by SuzieQ on 15 July 2014.
I never thought that i would have to go through this, my boyfriend is doing cocaine and has been probably most of the way through our relationship. He lied to me about it for ages and even when i asked questions to do with it he would always deny it. Now i feel like i'm stuck somewhere that i cant get out of. I can't sleep, i can't eat, i'm stressed and i've been signed off work by the doctor for three weeks. He doesn't think he has a problem, but he does. He doesn't come home until 4 oclock in the morning some nights, sometimes even 6. i stay awake until he comes in because im worried that hes done something dangerous. He drives while hes on it, he used to drive me around while he was on it without me knowing anything. I feel like i could have stopped it if id have noticed that he was doing it in the first place and now i feel like i cant help him at all. Hes in debt, he cant pay his half of the rent or the bills. We argue everyday, it upsets me that he couldnt tell me in the first place about his problem and i have no idea how to help him or how now to help myself. I dont want to leave him because i love him and i want to help but it feels like i need to. i feel like im going crazy, in my own little world where no one understands it. i just need help.
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