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Pretty girl hides an ugly demon

Posted by estrella8952 on 20 November 2014.

I'm 25 years old, coming from another country,  I have a horrible cocaine,  alcohol and any kind of pill addiction,  nobody knows it but my dad. I can't stop I have a double live, great bf, and family I have two carriers and this morning all that I wanna do is to die and kill myself,  I'm so depressed I don't know what I'm doing with my life, help please

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CazAndyx
20 Nov 2014

When you say please help.. It would suggest to me you recognise you need to make changes, which is a great place to be, so be proud you are feeling this way.
Change is always scary and you know more than me in terms of what you need to do and how difficult initially it's going to be.
But stay focused on how much better your life will become when you take back the control from the wicked addictions you sadly have.
There is help out there, stay strong and focused on those around you that love you dearly. Take everyday as it comes... what's ahead will far exceed what any addiction will bring. 
Stay strong and focused and be proud of yourself x

Icarus Trust
24 Nov 2014

So sorry that you are in a bad situation but CazAndy is right that you should feel proud that you are taking steps to make some changes.
Icarus Trust is a charity that can help people in your situation. We offer a free service so you might want to make contact. We can help you find the help that you might need as well as providing you with a trained volunteer, called a Family Friend, who you (or your family)could to talk to one to one in confidence.
Why not give it a go it might help you to take back control ?
Please contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website www.icarustrust.org
I really hope that this helps and that you get through this. Good luck!

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