We care, for the better.
A place for families, because you don't have to use drugs to be affected by them.
- How do I know if they're using drugs?
- Why do they use drugs/alcohol?
- Is it my fault?
- How can I cope with their behaviour?
- Understanding the stages of addiction and recovery
- Where do I get the help I need?
- Getting support for your loved one
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vagabond, sedated, troubled.
Posted by hope76 on 23 February 2015.
I'm 18 years old, i'll be turning 19 in august. I am a drug addict. I've been doing crystal meth for a few years now and i'm scared that i won't be able to stay clean for good. I always say i'm going to stop and i do for a few days but thats only becuase i end up broke. But once i get enough money to buy more i relapse. Anything to just be sedated. My family has caught me a few times and if i get caught one more time they'll kick me out. I wish i could stop for good but it's all i think about every minute of every day. It makes me feel like i'm not useless. It's weird but when i do i, i do so much i accomplish so many things and when im sober im a burdon on people.i've been through so much already, loosing my father, being abonded by my abusive mother, i feel like this is all i have left. My mother was a drug and acohol abuser aswell. So i don't want to end up like her. I know i still have family who cares but the drugs consume me. I need more but i just want to do the right thing and stop.
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