So after 10 weeks clean and looking fantastic, he has relapsed. He admitted to it after his girlfriend found out yesterday. We had such high hopes he was over the worst as a counsellor told me making10 weeks was a real indicator of higher recovery hopes. Beyond devastated, we are so fractured as a family. WHY WHY WHY ???? We are good people, it is all so cruel and unfair on us all ???? Up until a few months ago we were a normal happy hardworking family and now this! I have a senior job and it is effecting my work so badly. I was crying today and had to leave early with some poor excuse. He sounded so lost when I called him at work, he sounded helpless and depressed. He said “mum no matter how hard I try, I know I will never be free of this” ????
