It really is a lonely world, I hadn’t even thought about a forum. It’s actually funny how I came across this forum, I entered in on Google “how to get codeine tablets same day” and this was one of the results. I just felt compelled to click on it and wow I am so glad that I did!
I’ve given in and I gave my GP a ring and left a message with the doctor and they’re going to call me back, I’m going to see if the GP can offer any help at this point, but one thing I’m completely sure of is that I want to beat this.
I’m very aware of the risks at work and it kills me that I try to justify taking them from work, that’s the first thing I want to stop because it’s not the person I know I am, I know it’s the addiction.
It has really really helped me to offload this and finally be 100% honest with someone. I’m too ashamed to tell my mother or my partner, it will change their view of me and that’s the last thing I want.