Thanku for talking and giving me advice it means so much to me as I dnt talk to any one bout this.. I guess I’m very ashamed.. I’m definitely at the point where I know I cnt continue especially being on a high dose of anti depressant aswel. That is a relief that social services wouldn’t be contacted as my children are my world and the thought of them being taken away scares me so much and stops me from. Seeking professional help.. I know the paracetamol is very dangerous and can do alot of harm.. My main reason to get the help as I want to be around for my children. Its just so scary and i cnt believe iv got myself back on them again knowing the pain and discomfort I wen through last time.. If I get I touch with inspire do they keep it all confidential do u know? I hope ur husband is stil doing well.. U seem. Like a very supportive person aswel as very caring.. Xx