It is bloody so hard, especially when hes not done anything in 6 months.
I dont know really, he saw someone he knew outside a pub or somehting driving past (whether thats true or not i dont know) and he said he offered him it and because of all the stress this week he relapsed.
Its so hard, we dont have kids or anything i mean we live together – so its still hard but not completely stuck, when you love someone though its hard to walk away isnt it.
Oh gosh, his mental health is awful today – he literally feels horrendous about doing it, ashamed etc – hes got counselling tonight luckily.
I just think will my life be a constant cycle of this, when things get tough, will he turn to this?
weve had a bad week, because his ex wife has been causing problems again- using his kid as a weapon all the time it causes him nothing but problems, i feel bad for him shes mentally broke him down.
hows your other half?
xx