Reply To: Lapsed again on coke :(

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georgia26
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Hi all,

Z123, don’t take that personally honestly the stuff changes people. He will be saying things and feeding himself things for excuses to go do cocaine. My bf has admitted in the past he used to start rows to go sniff coke when he relapsed last time, he was being so insensitive I said I was leaving I even packed my stuff and all he could say is ‘I would rather you didn’t’ the next day when he was crying etc he said that wasn’t him speaking the stuff made him like that, his brain was telling him he was fine and I WAS THE PROBLEM, mad isn’t it?

DNAnon, I’m truly so happy that your son is on the right track..i really wish you and your family all the best.

Im supporting my boyfriend and I just hope he stays on track again, but this time I’m not going to be naive, im prepared for another relapse. I know the signs to look out for now, cos the emotionally relapse comes first and for weeks my bf was different and it was because his brain was going into lapse mode before he even knew.

I’ve read up on it all to try and understand and I’m so shocked really the amount of people suffering from this, it’s so sad. I wish I could help everyone.

Hope you’re all having a nice weekend x

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