I too have hidden it on and off over the years only my husband knows, I think it would shock my friends that I can take the same amount of tablets that others would consider an overdose, I guess that is what got to me again this time.
I can only blame myself no one forced me, I wish they never gave me the good feeling in the beginning, they just make me feel like crap now . I am tired of being in the never ending circle of them. Would be nice if we go to sleep for 3 days and when we wake up the worst is behind us.
Yes, I get hot sweats But that could be my age.
This place is great for support and knowing we are not alone in this journey. X