Ah Dan, I do I used to recreationally in younger days but since kids I don’t. I was never what I assume some people are as addicted.
Must be so hard for you. I guess the situation I’m in is similar no kids but used to be a pattern every few weeks Disappearing rowing. And now it’s weekly rows more arguments and ending relationship. I have my suspicions that’s the route course but I can’t be sure. It’s heart breaking cause I love him but it hurts me knowing he’s struggling if that makes sense. But if I suggest anything it’s more rows.