No he didn’t. He was going through my draws and all my makeup, and it was under the bed! He was like a man possessed, its heartbreaking to see what the drug does to him.
So i didn’t have a go at his mate when i saw him, as my ex said if i did he wouldn’t fix my boss’s car. I’ve recently started that job and my boss is so nice to me (my boss got me a car!) so he was holding me to ransom there. So i just ended up starting him out in the car full of rage.
My ex is the same, he hasn’t had the best upbringing and his brother died at aged 7 when he was just 10 years old and he found it very difficult to get over it. i have tried to get him to talk about it to me and to professionals but he would rather bury it. He was offered counselling when his brother died but he didn’t go to it, instead he was back at school a week later. i do think that it is all connected somehow, but i also think that cocaine is very psychological and habitual. there is very much a pattern to his use and he does use me and his family as an excuse to use in my eyes. i know that might sound harsh but i just cant explain it. he would be really happy and we would be chatting one minute then he would go and get a gram and say “well we are doing shit so i thought why not?!” i just don’t understand the way he thinks, its so twisted.
Your dog sound exactly like what my parents have, although he does have a good temperament he is a pain in the arse. My parents adopted him for one of my sisters friends as she was struggling to look after him and she lived in London and didn’t have a garden, so my parents took him on and then realised what a pain in the arse he is, his name is Zebedee! He constantly has to take meds because he has bad skin and constantly has ear infections and he has anxiety and separation issues. he barks constantly at closed doors and barks from the moment he goes in the back garden to the moment he comes back into the house. (he likes to bark at the patio) my dad loves him i seriously don’t know why, i think its because hes a good walker! but my mum hates the dog! we have tried everything with him, behaviour classes, different collars, sprays, nothing works with him. We have another dog as well her name is Betty and she is so lovely, but is now really ill 🙁 shes about 7 and think she has some form of bladder cancer but my parents won’t get her operated as she is old and slow now, they are just going to make her comfortable.
It was lovely this weekend, i sat in the garden all day and had a few gin and tonics, was so nice. it was about 60 degrees on the weekend. I brought a paddling pool for my son and then looked at the whether for next weekend and its rain!! Brilliant!!
xxx