Your post brought tears to my eyes, in a good way. That must not have been easy by any means. But thank goodness you looked into that mirror. That very well might have saved your life.
I thought for my situation that when I saw my husband crying in his truck on Sunday that, that was his moment to realize. But I guess not as he is still living with his new friends.
I’m in Florida and checked into some rehabs to find out information but I dont think he would ever go. I dont know….but like you said and like you experienced first hand, we cant make anyone do something they dont want to do.
Is your wife at home? Are you able to talk with her ? Does she just not want the help yet?