[kklost]

Ash god I am shattered. I really am. I’m shifting myself about social services. I really am.

I won’t be returning to work any day soon, because my business isn’t deemed ‘safe’ so not good. But we are managing moneywise and I think I can’t work with all this anyway.

I felt pretty good Thursday Day. Just then all blew up when that test was done and we saw two family members. He did text them and say he was sorry/wrong in what he said.

Today has been tense but mainly because I’m being unemotional infront of him.

When he’s in the home office I’m crying my eyes out.