Ash thats exactly what hes been like. I was always treading on egg shells he would accuse me of going with the next door neighbour ( hes not exactly a hot guy infact hes quite the opposite)
I too felt like i was going mad, and have believed its me. Broke down so many times with that horrible feeling in my stomach like iv got now that just wont go away. I wish sometimes that i didnt love him because it would be easier. My family are all upset with me for still wanting to help him, at a time when i need support more than ever. I know what they are thinking but they don’t understand, they don’t understand its not him.
I dropped him at his friends last night and even though iv prayed at times for him to not be in this house while he’s disrespecting me and sleeing all day but it was so empty without him. My hearts empty without him. I just never imagined things turning out like this, he was my world when he wasnt. I just dont know what to do for the best now