Dot .. I just don’t get the midset, How someone can promise they are sober, then turn up drink decide they are spending 500 on coke spend the night being the nicest person going making all the promises telling me he loves me, in the morning be crying and saying they are worthless .. then a few hours later phone you and say forget about them and block me .. then a week later call for money (I owed him) Then spend the next 3 days detailing the plan on how they are sorting thier life out .. Then ignore me again.
From what I see when he’s normal he can’t be bothered, when he’s high or wants to get high he’s calling my phone none stop, he’s said I am an escape from his reality and make him happy .. So basically what does that make me, this is kind of the point that no one can answer!