Thank you Dfh for your kind words. I feel like I’m getting weaker as he gets stronger, because he has been doing really well for a few months now, maybe that’s why I am worrying about the decisions I’ve made… I don’t know if it’s the prospect of moving, and leaving behind our home and all the memories of family life here, or regret and guilt about the decisions I’ve taken, or just general regret about what might of been, or fear of being alone, or a delayed reaction to everything, or the difficulties of lockdown, but I am full of anxiety. But deep down I know that if I’d stayed with home nothing would have changed and he would not have started to sort himself out. I’m going to see if I can gt some therapy for myself. I should have done it long ago but it’s so difficult when you are in the thick of it. Take care and thank you again xx
