I get it all and it’s weird how similar it seems to be. I have thought that I’m even linked to his drug use so in retrospect he is “addicted” to me in some strange way. It’s almost like we are the ones they want but their lifestyle don’t match up with what they want. Its probably all the shame and low self worth, I say that because he always says I’m too good for him and I deserve better bla bla. He is probably right but you can’t help it if someone is in your head and your heart.
It’s like cat and mouse continuously.
Friends don’t get it and are quick to say “move on” and they’re right – we should! But that pull is too deep. It’s a deep connection so to break it will break us!
It’s a head f***