I think someone on here asked for positive outcomes previously, and I’ve followed the link, and so far nothing. I’ve read how some wives/ girlfriends have stayed, and the guy has sort of changes but with conditions attached, such as having drug tests and other such like!
It’s only been one year? I’d suggest moving on before it gets worse – and by the sounds of it it will. He has already you let you down enough times after you’ve given chances.
Heartbreak is what happens when cocaine is involved. It’s ruins people and families. People turn into monsters. As for the blame and all th abuse, well that’s what happens because the drug messes with the chemistry in the brain. Hence, why it’s so addictive, as basically the user is constantly avoiding the “come downs/lows”
Don’t listen to all that noise, and they all say “they don’t want you/ don’t love you” etc it’s cliche, but again, that drug seems to take away everything from a person – even the way they view the world. They become, angry, hostile, untrusting, unreliable, lying unlovable individuals (and more).
Honestly no good can come from an addict, especially one that isn’t sorting himself out. I don’t mean “saying I’ll change” I mean actually doing something about it properly! Plenty of help out there.
Its hard because you have come out of a marriage and into this which I kind get how tough that might be! But I’d suggest focusing on you and your children now and leave that darkness behind you.
Warm wishes