We all get blinded by people we love more shame on him for taking money off you for his addiction and in time he will be the one feeling guilt , I was blinded now my eyes are open guess I’m just soft hearted he lost his mother at a young age which will always effect him he turned to drugs I thought he was out of that and I was stupid not to realise how bad it was and that I could help he has kids to a previous relationship the mother hasn’t let him see them in a year she is bitter that he moved on maybe more to it I don’t know so that’s another excuse as to using drugs and why he angry and why he needs me and why he says why am I doing this to him what he is going through never mind what he has put me through iv been there solid for year and half for him worshiped the ground he walked on yes he was good to me but also very hard on me any time I needed him especially with the way I was left after first abusive relationship to my sons father I needed someone there for me yet I had to pick myself up my son and him yet he will never see this. I’m trying to be strong I did ask him to leave 4 days ago it’s my house I have to do this I know this but he making it harder as if it’s not hard enough dismissing me asking him to go begging me trying to do things in house he won’t go and respect what I’m asking him to do , his family have all gave up on him and now I see why x
