I hope he does too if that is going to help him. I can imagine how you feel waiting for a marriage and then it ends like this. Your husband has to reach his rock bottom, if he has one, before any recovery can be successfully made by him. It will take you a long time to repair yourself. I’m totally broken and have a lot of work ahead of me. You are much stronger than me, I could never leave my husband as my vows to God prevented me. Good times and bad, sickness and in health and all that. If only I were stronger, I wonder, would he be alive today? I wish you the very best in the future.
