[hollybush]

I can completely understand, most days I really hate the man I have spent my whole adult life with (23 years) but the thought of not having him in my life scares me.

I think that is part of the problem we want to protect them and keep them safe but we can’t.

At one point my husband got in trouble with some really nasty people and I just had to watch as he drove off to see them, not knowing what was going to happen. In the end they did a lot of threatening and decided to let him pay it back in 2 big installments.

Big hugs xx