ivy you havnt hijacked our post its for everyone and so feel free to post we are all on here to listen and support.
i actually struggled to know what to write back to you as i cannot beleive what you have been through and on your own. it seems to make it so much worse to not have that support . And so this forum is so important for you to feel free to use and gain any support you need.
You have really been through it, which drug is your son on?
Will the restrictions and this 2nd wave of covid give you a reprieve?
such a shame for you that you got him a rehab place and he didnt show.. i can relate to that to a degree with what happened with me getting the suported living which he threw away…although there really wasnt much support.
Has your son reached any point of rock bottem?
Big Hugs you are amazing to be surviving this. Keep strong.