well I have now found out my ex has gone on a crack binge over the weekend and has done criminal damage and assault so is now in prison. I couldn’t even make it up. He’s now ringing me from there despite me telling him not to and Im so fed up and upset I keep having nightmares about it all. I just don’t know who that man is anymore. What Gil was saying about pens, I remember seeing a pen and feeling happy it hadn’t been pulled apart to be used- how sad is that. im glad I found this forum as I feel like im cracking up under all of this, ive never been round drugs I don’t get the appeal or how a normal nice guy could throw away his future for it either but its nice (although sad) to hear all of your experiences too so thank you x
