Hi Bump, I’m so sorry to hear about your situation. I feel sad for you and the family.
Does your son not attend some form of counselling where he is?
Have you spoken to the Icarus trust – maybe they can offer some advice and support?
Please take care of yourself , you need to keep strong through this.
Lock down is compounding things isn’t it – usually you could go and meet up with friends and switch off. Try to find an alternative as you definitely need some me time!
My son is 5 weeks clean- we have his bank card. He has daily meetings, contacts his sponsor and we see him daily. He gets bored though, young guy, can’t see his regular friends or start a new relationship through covid. I feel bad for him, but proud that he’s remained strong so far.
Keep your chin up sister, sending you big hugs ❤
Lx