[hydroguy]

Hey guys, thanks for the replies and the support. I guess my problem is that I only get to this point of realisation that I’ve fucked up and that I really need help once it’s too late. Once I’ve give in to the temptation and I’m up late regretting my decisions and actions. I just don’t know how to stop myself when I’m feeling down (but still sober) from saying “one drink won’t hurt”, “one sniff will be ok”. And before I know it it’s the early hours of the next morning and I’m still up regretting my decisions and my life as a whole. Wishing I didn’t need to do the things I’ve done?