Hi
I’m fine, I expected it. Its the same every year and every year he promises it’s going to be different.
More fool me for staying and believing it could actually happen.
I just want it all to end. I actually told him I wanted him to overdose and die last night and I really meant it and still mean it.
I know how awful that is but I actually can’t see it ending any other way. He will never leave or let me leave to have a ‘normal life’
I remember you saying about him being slashed, let’s hope that never happens again.
I really hope your bloke has turned a corner and things just keep getting better for you.
Thanks for being here, just knowing there is someone who understands how i feel makes it all just a tiny bit more bearable and less lonely.
Always here if you need to talk or just need to rant xx