Your absolutely right it is a reflection on him and not you.
I’m in a very angry and fed up of the whole thing place at the moment.
I’m trying my best to help him as he says he wants to be clean but still I’m seeing nothing to prove this.
He spoke to his key worker and he sounds upbeat and determined but that isn’t how he is to me. The social worker said the same he seems determined.
So why over the last few days as he done nothing but beg for money I dont have ?
I’m so sick of it
My children most of them are old enough to know what he’s doing and they too wanted him here to get him off it but now they said he’s proper crackhead begging and not taking no for an answer.
What do I say to that ? That’s what they see now.
Now I’m beginning to wonder have I let my children down having him here ? Do I put him before them ? I like to think I don’t, I’m sure I don’t but do they see that?
How are you feeling ? I hope your OK. X