January 3, 2021 at 1:35 pm
#20330
lostgirl88
Participant
I’m sorry to hear this. I know he isn’t on a binge, when he has at home (his mums) he doesn’t get on it as she doesn’t allow it and he is also waiting to hear back on a covid test. He binges when he is with me so he has no need to get away in order to do so.
He is being so cold towards me. Aside from a message on New Year’s Day asking how I was, the other messages have been very transactional about me dropping his work clothes off to him and the trainers I bought him for Xmas.
My mind is going off in so many directions, is it an excuse, is there someone else, does he really care about me or was it all fake
Argh!