yeh right now she is in denial, it seems to come in waves,
she really is like two people, and one of them is smart and understands and has heart, but this other her is doing pretty good job of making me hate her.
It is shocking what they will do despite hitting rock bottom etc but the pull of drugs is just so strong on them.
a friend of mine made a good point about the situation with her daughter,
that perhaps she is just seeing this as a way of getting closer to her mum,
like if you can’t beat them join them, so right now she probably thinks she has a great bond with her mum over this very unhealthy negative activity.
I haven’t spoken to any of them since I left last Sunday and even though as has been going through my mind quite a bit it has calmed down a bit,
the real measure is if I can concentrate on reading a book or not, and I have been able to whereas when things are really bad I cant pick up a book as I just have to keep re-reading the same sentence as my mind is clearly elsewhere.