Hi, I’m ok he messaged me on Friday saying he needs me so I went to him. Brought him back to mine and he left this morning. We spent some time and discussed things, he said he still loves me and he still wants to be with me but he can’t as he will destroy me and my life and he doesn’t want to do that to me. So we are just going to be friends but his issues are really deep seated and I feel so bad for him. I am absolutely gutted that we can’t be together and have that future as if it wasn’t for his problems he is so lovely, has so much to offer and would be the man of my dreams. I feel like drugs have robbed me and him of that and I’m devastated. But I feel secure in knowing that it’s nothing about me.
Drugs really are one of the worst things in this world!!!
How are you doing? Xx