Hi all,
Since speaking to you all in May last year and sharing with you all my experience. My father died in June of alcoholism, only a month after talking to you all.
Unfortunately he had been drinking for years and it got so bad it caused him to go into multiple organ failure. My father knew he was dying, it’s hard for me even 7 months on to think his addiction took hold so much, he no longer cared for me, my 3 brothers, my mum and his grandchildren. Addiction is extremely hard when the person doesn’t think or recognise they have one.
Since my father died I haven’t drank any alcohol, I used to love sharing a bottle of wine or 2 at the weekends with my partner. I am too scared that because my father was an alcoholic I might turn out to be one. I know that sounds utterly ridiculous but it makes sense in my head.
I hope you are all well!