I will consider it David, if I feel it will help others.. although it’s rather self indulgent and just covers WHAT WENT WRONG.. for him to see in case he doesn’t understand. Although as I said, I feel it is a throwaway comment because he’s texted me to say he is overwhelmed with guilt, he knows what pain he has caused me, etc.
However, by his own admission he is still using, so I don’t see any point even trying to interact with him. I did it for three years and you can’t converse with an addict. You just get defensive arrogant replies which make you feel even angrier. So my plan is, if he goes into rehab and writes to me, I may post it to him then, when he is clean and has to read it.