shame he has been sending more txts as I’m sure you wanted to try and forget about the earlier ones.
maybe it would be good for him to hear everything you have written, if his head is actually in a place to really take it in, and give him something to work towards.
but regardless of everything I’m assuming even if he comes out of rehab and does stay clean you don’t want him back, or do you think you would change your mind if he really did change? although as we know, a change normally has a time limit.
I’m not sure as my girlfriend would ever go down the begging and apologising route, so I guess my story could end but I am the one struggling to just let it be destroyed by this as I feel like I have invested so much love and care into something to let go of it.