You are a very strong person, this sadness really comes … you did well to write a letter to release some of the letter’s pain, whether or not you sent the letter, the feeling was transferred and left your interior, not accumulating so much more . I cried here with you, touched by your posture. We are human, we have feelings, but you know well that getting “good” is a temporary state, for most of them, isn’t it? this cocaine is as strong as anything I’ve never known before. I felt your pain and yes, even if he wants to go to rehab, suddenly it may be for some secondary gain, it is complicated but analyzing every act of goodwill is necessary. unfortunately, he has to improve because he understands how bad it is, but the core of the reward is bigger. I would like them to stop this, of course, but before honoring promises to other people, they have to want to stop because it hurts everyone, kills them with each use, makes them difficult for society in general.
The boy I’m not with anymore, makes himself a victim of drugs, but he’s psychop @ … so there is emotional manipulation. I was really angry that he could have given me HPV, and I told him that I would find him wherever he went, if I got cervical cancer or had to pay something, if he took care of himself, and the person he went out with before me, I wouldn’t take it, I’m co-responsible, but I’m going to make him pay and he’s warned, even if I let his family know in months, or even years. They are fanciful, the drug gets them off the ground, promises the world and changes. I’m looking to go out more alone, eat out, pray a lot. I also cry like you, but seeing that he pretended facial expressions because he has no emotions. And my ego was frustrated that he left: how does he not want a nice person like me? and I was mad at me: how could I not be alone, I wanted to take someone more months who doesn’t even want their own well-being, imagine my well-being?
Sometimes I send a message and he ignores it, makes passive aggressiveness, and I feel like crap, because I still feel upset to be alone again, but as you have written to us several times here … we need to value ourselves.
That’s what David has to think about, too. Thank you for sending news, you two.