[hw12]

Thank you so much for replying. I have read so many sad stories, and I can relate to everyone of them. I know what you are saying is right, I have 2 choices. I feel like offering the support and staying involved in it all is just setting myself up for hurt and dissapointment and lies. Then walking away upsets me because i know then I have completely give up, when we met I was the happiest in my life, plans to marry, my kids love him. And I feel like I have been holding onto the idea of things being back that way. But they won’t. It just feels like a dream now. I love him but hate him for everything he’s done to our relationship. It’s so difficult to deal with mentally.