Hi hope your well, I think that’s exactly it, ignoring reality. My ex partner was taking £100 a day of cocaine at one point, because I don’t think he could face life without it. And now he just doesn’t bother getting up at all.
He works for himself so as you can imagine he doesn’t get much done. He’s lost endless amount of jobs in the past and always letting people down.
The drugs will always be around and available but he didn’t have to welcome them into his flat and back into his life again, after everything that’s been destroyed because of them. Think thats what’s annoyed me.
He’s doing this. Not the drugs, he’s putting himself back in that vulnerable situation instead of getting up and going to work.
How are you feeling about things?
As much as it hurts, I think we will thank ourselves in the future for breaking away from all of this.
Take care