I’ve had a quiet few days and been busy at work and stuff so felt a bit more a peace in my head as its helped distract me.
you described how i feel well
like how they have actively done things to bring drugs back around them which will obviously only lead to more drugs.
it is hard to separate the person from the addict, as it always feels like they must have made some choice in it,
so have you decided things are definitely over with your partner, as I see you refer to him as your ex, whereas I think in the back of my mind I still hope she will fix this and we aren’t over forever.