Hi Emma123 , I’m sure you do want to contact him and it’s naturally part of the process of distancing yourself. Prepare yourself for some horrible behaviour from him and I’m sure he will wave other girls under your nose at some point, trying to hurt you and with him feeling so paranoid will be standard practice for him. It must be really hard for you too because your sober! and you have lost the love ❤️which I know can be like a knife in your chest. But, it’s never ever going to be the same because he’s probably said some terrible things and done some even worse things so please try and stay brave and carry on like you are being ???????? leave him to try and make the decision to get clean or end up lost. As soon as the house is handed over that will help. ???? x
