Hi MJMB,
It really sucks doesn’t it! I’m currently sat in bed watching TV, been at work today. He has been drinking all day and is now sleeping. Story of my life!! Where is the quality time together?
This morning, whilst I was getting ready for work, he told me that he knew he needed to stop drinking, and was feeling very positive about it…. Well that lasted long! He’s obviously had an absolute skin full today. It’s boring. It’s lonely. I just look at him and feel angry, disappointed and alone. I must be mad… because I’m still here. I love this man more than words can express, and when he was sober, things had never been better. I suppose I’m holding on to that, and hoping the sober times return. It’s so hard to try and empathise though.