[seekingsarah]

Hey Dan! Thanks for your reply. And congrats on your 40 dats! Keep it up! I do want to be with him…more than anything. But how many times am I gonna have to go through broken promises ya know? And Im not just talking Im sorry it won’t happen again this is it this time, Im talking what seems like full honest sincere from the bottom of the heart apologies. They seem so genuine and real. They mean so much. Only for a lot of the times him not even stay clean for 48 hours after “pouring” his heart out. Like it was all just BS. That’s what hurts the most. For the longest I would tell myself despite everything…he can’t help it…but he truly loves me….now…im starting to wonder…