and the cost the drugs have on them is our love.
I still find it so hard to accept that I am worth less than a stupid drug, that it can have so much power to control people and make them actively fight for their own misery.
but at the same time am I not guilty of the same, to keep wanting this person that causes me such heartache, yet I still want them for the good side, which I guess is what keeps them choosing drugs.
have you ever read any books by irvine welsh? most famous for the book/film trainspotting.
I am currently reading the prequel to it called skag boys.
quite insightful to the way of life these people choose,
and sad reading the chapter of renton dumping his then girlfriend because she would be in the way of his new relationship with heroin and of course heroin was priority number one.