So I’ve told him I do have an issue with the drinking as I don’t think it’ll help his recovery! He said he understands but it’s just social and not an issue but I don’t buy that, I think alcohol should be avoided in recovery! He said he’s been happy lately and hasn’t thought about it, and hates it when cocaine is bought up as he feels like he has to relive it ???? and just wants it out of his life!
I know he is very good with his phone and always deleted texts and calls from dealers when I knew he was doing it! If he is still doing it, the toilet would be the only place and I’m not sure where he would dispose of the wraps! I suppose he does go to the toilet more when he is drinking! But not in an obvious way!
I am tempted to get a drug test but he rarely forgets to flush so trying to think how I’d do the test. With his nose it’s just how snotty it is and when he blows so much snot comes and and some bloody snot! But I don’t know if that could be where he’s caused so much damage to his nose! It’s worn away the inside of his nose so he has caused damage that’s for sure, so maybe why it’s like that? I’m not sure! I could be paranoid, it’s just that when he drinks it’s similar symptoms to when he did coke, chatty, happy, smoking more etc but is that just the alcohol or is it cocaine. When he takes cocaine he isn’t overly obvious, it’s just talking loads, not eating and going to sleep late or struggling to get to sleep! Now when he drinks he doesn’t seem to eat loads, but does eat something! And he has been taking sleeping tablets before bed!
I’ve told him I’d like him to carry on with the meetings, he hasn’t turned his camera on or spoken yet, just listened in the two he has done