Hi
So sorry to read your post. What you are dealing with is difficult but as you can see from this site you are not alone so hope that’s making things a bit better. If you would like more support perhaps you would like to contact us at Icarus Trust. We are a charity and we offer support to the families around people with addictions because we know how hard it is for the families. If you get in touch I will put you in contact with one of our Family Friends. They will listen and help you find a way forward, and tell you what other services are available to you.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.