Hi
I’m so sorry to read your post and see how desperate you are about your husband’s addictions. I wonder if you have seen your doctor or talked to anyone like Samaritans about how it makes you feel.
Please get in touch with us at Icarus Trust. We are a charity that provides help for people dealing with addiction in their family as we know how hard that can be. We have trained and experienced Family Friends who would listen to you and help you find a way ahead. They would be able to let you know what other support is available for you and your husband.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best and keep strong.