Hi Nanny ger,
Welcome to the forum. I just posted on the Theresa thread, as there are several of us mums all with sons with addictions.
I was sad to read your story, thank you for sharing. I just wanted you to know that others care and want life to be better for you and your son.
I don’t have all the answers either, but the adfam homepage has support, also the Icarus trust offers advice and has counselling services i understand.
We all understand the heartbreak you are going through, hopefully we can be here for each other.
I used to get really upset when my son was using, it was like I was grieving for the son I used to have, if that makes sense.
Please stay strong and positive, seek advice and support for yourself in the meantime.
Take care, keep in touch read the stories on the Theresa thread you won’t feel alone.
Lx