Hi Nlnh
I replied to your previous post, so did other people, we’re all here to support each other.
Please seek support for yourself , you can’t do this on your own. Contact the Samaritans, or 111 if you’re in UK, as soon as possible.
Please be strong, people care about you the drugs are making you feel this way.
My son has alcohol and cocaine addictions I would hate to think he was trying to deal with his addictions on his own.
Please seek help NOW, you can turn your life around.
Thinking and praying for you.
Lx