Hi captain, welcome to the forum. Everyone here has a loved with addictions or are people in recovery offering advice and support or some are seeking advice.
My son has alcohol and cocaine addictions but is clean and doing well just now.
If you read Dot’s story (next to this one) he is currently 9 months clean and is sharing his full story.
No one will judge you, we are all here for each other.
I wish you well
Lx