Coco, that’s exactly right, you have been more than good to him, so patent and understanding, at some point there comes a time when he’s had enough chances. At the end of the day it’s his lifestyle choice. He can’t expect you to always pick up the pieces. You’re a good woman, but you don’t have to be a saint.
I do sense that the anger is really coming out now, and understandably. What happened? Did you test him? I really hope you’re OK. Xxx
My bf has been ‘helping’ out his dealer, but he assures me he’s not getting crack for it. I’m not sure I totally believe him. He tells me if anything he’s seen what it’s done to some other smokers lives and it’s put him off. The dealer said the same to him. Apparently he doesn’t do it himself. My bf has never seen himself as a dirty crackhead, even though he has absolutely been one. Id like to ask him why he sees himself as so different, really. But he seems in control and is seemingly being good, so I’m not going to. He’s also been really loving and attentive, probably because he knows I don’t tolerate his rubbish anymore and I know he doesn’t want to loose me. He knows he so very nearly did and he’s walking on thin ice.
Xx